Spend the money for a good training course or take the Baby Pips course online which is free. You then get the basics taught in format which builds step by step instead of getting it piecemeal. The course I used was "Trading like the Big Dogs" by Peter Bain. There are many other good ones this is just the one I purchased. What it did is it stopped the massive bleeding as I learned about S/R, trendlines, various indicators, candlestick formations, market opens and close, different trading styles, etc. Its a very comprehensive course and took over a month to get through it all and years to learn. At least I understood the basics.
Go to Forex Factory and read DarkStars thread on what FOREX is. This was one of the most helpful threads I have ever read. Once you understand that FOREX is not a traders world, unlike Stocks, but is the world wide economic activity of nations, businesses, and Corp. exchanging money daily, you get to grasp and understand that most FOREX gurus are full of SH.......... Traders dont control the markets and its so big that even the super banks can only control it for short period of time. I also learned that govt. economics controls the long term trends but can do little about short term trends. In other words long term trends are controlled by govt. policies but day by day, week by week, is a cat fight. I mention this in my 10.4 and HGI booklets.
Another thread at FF is a group of professional bank traders talk about how they trade and what life as a professional trader is like. I talk about them in my thread:
http://www.stevehopwoodforex.com/phpBB3 ... =38&t=3627
There is a lot of wisdom and busting of many Forex theories there.
Study your upper TF charts. Look at those weekly/monthly charts. See how price will for years bounce between two levels. Find out what makes them leave those levels and go to new levels. (like GBP just did with the Brexit). Understand the difference between fundamental changes in the market (like the Brexit) and just market moves between long term highs and lows.
Find a penny dealer or use a demo and just make random trades on a blank screen with only candles on it. Watch as the deficits/profits grow and move. Forex is like a set of lungs, it expands and contracts. Get a feel for the market outside of indicators. See how price expand and contract grow and reverse. Get a feel for market action. CJs thread here is worth its weight in gold. BoldTrader is also a great teacher. Als thread at FF is good too. James gang at FF and 4H charts, wonder why I'm a 4H chart trader most of my life.
Once you get a grasp/feel of the market you begin to lose your fear of trading. You know it will do certain things and will not go beyond certain ranges unless something really really major happens. (like Brexit 2016, USA economic recession 2007-2008, EURO Crisis 2011, Japan earthquake, Collapse of oil prices) Once this comes part of your heart and soul. Trading becomes fun and challenging.
Finally, no matter how much you learn or know, you are going to have losing days weeks or even months. No matter how much I knew about Fundamentals, chart patterns, and background knowledge of govt. policy, I was dead wrong last week on the JPY news story. It happens to all of us, so cut your losses and move on and dont worry about it. I think it was good for all of you to see my mistakes. Most traders are afraid to tell others they lose money at times. Well they do and dont let them lie about it.
Good luck.